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Abused and ridiculed

I’ll admit that I played the fool

I was bullied when I attended school

I toughed it out and did what I had to do

Thick skin makes it harder to cut them deep wounds

Unless there's already scar tissue covered with attitudes

Emotion is an ocean, it's easy to drown in undertow

It's natural to fight for air and so much harder to let it go

So now I'm broken, incomplete like missing puzzle piece

The darkness overbearing, I'm wondering will it ever cease



[Verse 2: Monoxide]

When I'm watching raindrops fall against the concrete

Like my feet, when I beat the pavement

When I walk away from the hatred

But it follows me, like I make it

Forsaken me cause I take it

Could change it, but nonetheless

I'd rather be myself I guess

Unless the whole day goes by

And I don't feel like I'm gonna fucking die

Wrong or right, be it day or night

That's how I feel and I can't help it

But I can't tell if it's all a dream

Cause this here don't feel right to me

I can't be who I wanna be

But you, you're just like everything that we see



[Hook 1: Jamie Madrox]

Tell me it's over

I need the closure

You was supposed to

Make it all go away

Can you make it all go away {x4}



What is the purpose

I don't deserve this

Under the surface

Can you take it away

Can you make it all go away {x4}



[Verse 3: Jamie Madrox]

Sometimes it's hard just to fit in

Be it your size, your shape, or the tone and color of skin

Maybe deformity, abnormally, I'm different

But why are they so superior and I've been insignificant

I'm like a painting of confused brush strokes

A whipping post and just another face for them cruel jokes

I wear it all like a horrible suit of shame

I'm damaged already, and no, I'll never be the same



[Verse 4: Monoxide]

Not the norm, won't conform

Against the grain from the day he was born

Please just treat him like a monster, or

Evermore declare war on a misfit

That's what I get for being different

Anybody want to walk in my kicks?

Please do so, cause I know

That anybody wanting to get into my soul

Has a long, dark road to toll

When your all alone with no one to help

Feel lost, just walking in circles

Well that's just how my life has felt

Can't believe that being me

Can make some narcs so angrily

So I just keep it Twiztid and represent for the family



[Hook 2: Jamie Madrox]

Tell me it's over

I need the closure

You was supposed to

Make it all go away

Can you make it all go away {x4}



[Verse 5: Monoxide]

Everyday with that same dream

Yelling about the same thing

Telling her what you gonna do

Bunch of mights and maybes

Complaints and fake schemes

Out of your mouth on the daily

But you follow through, want everything else

It's just as weak as your daydreams

And I'm stuck here in this nightmare

Well aware that you don't care

If I took my last breath of air

And just like that, I disappear



[Verse 6: Jamie Madrox]

So insecure, my line between fantasy and reality

To me, is nothing more than blurred

My confidence is gone

And all I got going for me is that I'm breathing

And these words to this fucking song

Could it be possible that someone feels like I

Someone to tell me that it's over, there's really no need to cry

So I'm bending knees, I'm looking up to the sky

Please make it go away, make it stop or just let me die

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BeautifulEnlightenment
20:11 Jul 14 2016

Wow.. Nicely done, but sad though.

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