Power Punks - Profile for sweetblooded

Well I guess I should update my page. I am 31 now and I hate my life I am just praying to get away from everything and everyone. I want to get out of the house and be on my own but I know I need help. I know this sounds unbelievable but if I found someone who could accept my terms. I think I might just agree to marriage. I never thought I would do it but I think if everything was spelled out in the beginning then I think I could. I am not an loving person people think I am because I have passion but passion and love are two different things. Passion is easy love isn't you have to be open to it and I am not.

I guess it is time to update. My mother passed away January 31 2008, I was in a lot of pain still am. I can never show her who I really am because she isn't alive to see it. I will always be a failure to her. I know people believe that she didn't think that but trust me she did. She told me so in not so many words. The rest of my family is kinda the same except for the kids. They are still pure and love everyone. I hope it stays that way.

Now more about me. I am looking for friends that matter. I am a very caring person and it seems to confuse people they don't understand how I am so they misunderstand me. I think it happens a lot people judge me by my actions and then don't understand why I tell them they are wrong. I hate not being believed I don't play games I am just odd. If you want to talk or ask me something just send me a message I will respond.